:'(

i never know what shld i do when i just cried to my sleep again and again without knowing what happened to ma self... crying my self all alone is not health, bcause no one cant help me to figure that out. its bad, it was really really bad. and im tired.

i lost everything... my family, my best friend, and i just lost a half of my heart now. ya Allah...... :'( skyscraper by demi lovato is what im listening now. soooo deep and take me to my past so sad bad greatly give me my strength back.

HUNGOVER, UPSET, CONFUSED. ya Allah... feels like im dead now. and im NUMB! everybodys acted soo jerkin todaaayy!!! ERGHHHH and this fuckin tears wont stop dropping. ya Allah... gimme more strength and gimme your beautiful support ever to help me trough this :'(( Amin.

THIS!

haha yeaaah! back to back in love with BARBIE <3 she's sweet, nice, and always good to everybody :) she's type of the girl that every guys always wanted, but thats not what I wanted to be. I love the character, the movie, and the soundtrack of the movie, and their voice is good as how they look. :) And this is one of my favorite... ouuuwhh gonna love this character till the rest of life <3 haha see ya! xoxo, Nessy

WhaddaHELLiday!

huah huah huaaahh, liburan dirumah doang dan gak kemana-mana yang tadinya mau kemalang sama tara sama trias malah gajadi, gara-gara blue gas takut mleduk! (apa hubungannya...?) *tuingtuing eeeh malah si moko sama ririd ngajakin maen, au ah bukannya gamau jiuga sih, tp mau kemana coba? double troll itu kan gak meyakinkan -___- dan nyokap udah bawel sendiriii.... "adeek, beresin buku yang udh gak kepake. pisahin, yang gak penting buang...." "deek, kalo nnti abis pulang dari spore. sekolah harus rangking 1 yaa..." #APAHUBUNGANNYAAAAAA!! "deeek oleh-oleh cokelat se-box yaaa...." iya ntar pabriknya aku beli juga :D "deek di spore, jd yang paling menonjol ya kamu jadi yang paling hebat pokonya!" iyaiyaa eh apanya yg 'menonjol' lol. iyaaaa mommykuuh sayaaaang, rebes bin magic deh! rada menyebalkan sih tapi nikmatin aja :) enjooooyy! haha seeya! xoxo, Nessy

New Story

Holaaaaa bliguilyyy :D its more than a year I leave this blog, and almost forget it. hehe sorry ;) Its holiday noow, and tomorrow will have a new hair cut! wuhuuuu. so, umm here's the thingy thing. Imma new science kid for the next grade and must leave my beautiful family in X-G :(( saddest feeling ever... But thats what i called a "New Story". New friends, new teachers, new experiences, new short life, and.... new love life maybe ;) Hahaa ... see ya! xoxo, Nessy

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bener bener ga ngerti mau cerita apa kali ini, yg pasti gue cuma bisa bilang sabar, kecewa sama senyum! terserah lo mau ngartiinya gimana yg pasti itu udah mewakili gue sekarang. bingung kan? ngebingungin emang! namanya juga perasaan orang, ye ga? pengen cerita tp cerita sama siapa aja gue gatau. jaman sekarang orang orang rada susah buat diajak cerita, pasalnya mereka semua udah pada egois, dan maunya cuma didenger doang gamau dengerin orang. jadi mendingan cuma gue aja yg tau, meskipun tau itu ga ngebantu tp paling ga gue bisa percaya sama diri gue sendiri kan?! okedeh gue cerita dikit, udah terlalu penat otak gue buat nyimpen ini sendiri. gue mau nanya, gimana ekspresi sama perasaan lo waktu lo nemu buku "11 pertanyaan sebelum memutuskan cerai" di meja rias nyokap lo??? dan satu lagi, gimana perasaan lo saat lo tau orang yg lo suka ternyata suka juga sama lo?? tapi lo berdua sama sama ga pengen jadian?? simpel emang, tp kalo dirasa-rasain nyakitin juga. jadi galau gue kalo inget tentang itu.