:'(

i never know what shld i do when i just cried to my sleep again and again without knowing what happened to ma self... crying my self all alone is not health, bcause no one cant help me to figure that out. its bad, it was really really bad. and im tired.

i lost everything... my family, my best friend, and i just lost a half of my heart now. ya Allah...... :'( skyscraper by demi lovato is what im listening now. soooo deep and take me to my past so sad bad greatly give me my strength back.

HUNGOVER, UPSET, CONFUSED. ya Allah... feels like im dead now. and im NUMB! everybodys acted soo jerkin todaaayy!!! ERGHHHH and this fuckin tears wont stop dropping. ya Allah... gimme more strength and gimme your beautiful support ever to help me trough this :'(( Amin.